Archive for May 12th, 2012

12th May
written by Cullen Webb

It’s me again.

I’m a totally different person than when I last wrote an article on here. It feels strange typing this out. My goals have changed, my outlook has changed, I’m a new Cullen.

But it’s a good change. I feel deeper in my relationship with God than I’ve ever been before. I feel such peace in where He is leading me and I am so excited about the plans that He has for my life. Not because I’ve had huge victory in my life over struggles or because I had a vision in my sleep, but because I’ve learned things about Jesus Christ.

There have been many things that have happened in my life lately that have been HUGE in teaching me and challenging me. For over a half year I have been dating a unique and wonderful woman, Melinda W. Where exactly God is leading this relationship I don’t know for sure, but I have already learned so much about love. What it looks like, and more importantly, the source. I have also been reading books that have expanded my view of God tremendously. Most of them by C.S. Lewis. The Screwtape Letters, Out of the silent planet, and Paralandra. Highly recommended.

With this heart change I have decided to discontinue NationPains. When I started writing in 2008, 4 years ago, I wanted a platform to prepare for ministry on. Something to keep me sharp and to learn from.

It’s time to take the training wheels off.

This is one of the last articles that I will be writing on here. The final article will be an announcement of my next move into ministry. Something very big and scary for a person like me.

Thank you for being awesome readers. Thank you for the comments (489 of them), subscriptions (280 of you), and everything else that encouraged me.

Please keep your email in the list for when I make the announcement.

Thank you,
-Cullen J Webb